- ♪ I can't sleep in my own bed tonight, ♪ ♪ The sheets smell of your skin. ♪ ♪ I think of mornings when I'd wake ♪ ♪ To my face lost in your hair. ♪ ♪ I'll never run my fingers down your curves again, ♪ ♪ Or feel the rush of my nerves ♪ ♪ As your lips met my chest. ♪ ♪ Honey, let me melt to pieces ♪ ♪ Let me slip right through your hands. ♪ ♪ It's good to see there's no room for me ♪ ♪ When you're caught up in your plans. ♪ ♪ So chew me up and spit me out, ♪ ♪ I'll be the gum stuck to your shoe, ♪ ♪ And then you'll leave your mark. ♪ ♪ I'll still be here with you. ♪ ♪ I've given my best ♪ ♪ And it's not quite enough ♪ ♪ For this life you've envisioned ♪ ♪ Where you find this wild love. ♪ ♪ I've been trying my best to prove that I can freely give, ♪ ♪ But you've convinced yourself that I've no place ♪ ♪ In this life you choose to live. ♪ ♪ Oh, I'm not gonna wait, I'll do nothing at all. ♪ ♪ I'll sit in this bed that smells like you ♪ ♪ And stare at the wall. ♪ ♪ Cuz you've tainted the apartment with memories that pain ♪ ♪ A living, breathing picture of the love we portrayed. ♪ ♪ Was the whole we done together to try and plant a seed ♪ ♪ It was my shovel that labored ♪ ♪ While you soaked up the heat. ♪ ♪ But without your spade, ♪ ♪ The depths could not facilitate broke ♪ ♪ She said it'd be easier than this, ♪ ♪ I can't see us growing old. ♪ ♪ So, I'm stuck in this pit, ♪ ♪ And though I'm safe from the heat, ♪ ♪ Your abortion was a shelf ♪ ♪ That my hands could never reach. ♪ ♪ I've been reaching and reaching, ♪ ♪ Trying to meet you where you were, ♪ ♪ Jumping just a little closer ♪ ♪ When my blood's in the dirt. ♪ ♪ Well, your arms were an ocean that pulled me in too deep. ♪ ♪ You left me in the trenches, no place to rest my feet. ♪ ♪ Your gaze was an ocean, baby, you capsized me. ♪ ♪ I'm a fool for thinking you could ever stand beside me. ♪ ♪ I played with the fire, wanted to be alive, ♪ ♪ But you burned a hole so deep ♪ ♪ After four months of my life. ♪ ♪ And the hole that it left sucked up all of my smiles, ♪ ♪ They say it gets easier after a while. ♪ But this feels like a flower that's just been crushed, having barely breathed air as it rose from the dust, felt the weight of gravity sealing its tomb, and it's life taken swiftly, just as it bloomed. ♪ Break in the house ♪ ♪ I'll load the gun. ♪ ♪ Write me off, ♪ ♪ Say your good-byes. ♪ ♪ Break in the house. ♪ ♪ I'll load the gun. ♪ ♪ Write me off. ♪ ♪ Say your good-byes. ♪